Greetings, dear readers. As I bid farewell to the eclectic charm of Portland, I find myself on a northward journey towards Seattle—a trip not bound by work obligations or the familiar landscapes of my creative endeavors. This excursion stands as a pilgrimage of the soul, an attempt to clear the clutter of grief that has settled since the loss of my dear friend, Alan.

A Break from Writing

In the wake of Alan’s departure, the ink in my pen seems to have run dry, and the blank pages of my notebook echo the emptiness within. The weight of his absence has cast a shadow on my creative pursuits, leaving me yearning for the inspiration that once flowed effortlessly. I’m in uncharted territory—taking a break from writing was never a choice, but now, it feels like a necessary thing. A thing with breath and craws and intent.

Seeking Clarity

As the wheels turn towards Seattle, I carry the hope that this journey will unravel the knots within, providing a respite for my weary mind. The unfamiliarity of this adventure holds the promise of clarity, a break from the routine that has become tangled with the threads of grief.

Balancing Memory and Moving Forward

The delicate dance between honoring Alan’s memory and pulling myself out of the grasp of depression is a nuanced challenge. I do not wish to forget the profound impact he had on my life; his absence is a constant reminder of the support with which I navigated the complex landscape of depression with his help. Yet, I also recognize the need to forge ahead, acknowledging the echoes of his laughter and guidance as I step into new experiences.

The Shadows of Seattle

Seattle, with its enigmatic allure, becomes a canvas on which to paint new memories. The city’s shadows will whisper stories of resilience and transformation, and I hope to absorb some of that strength. The waters that surround the city symbolize a flow of emotions, an acknowledgment of the ebb and flow inherent in the process of healing.

Acutely Aware

As I embark on this journey, I am acutely aware of the void left by Alan’s departure. The landscape of my emotions is complex, and the absence of his familiar presence is keenly felt. Yet, Seattle beckons—a city known for its ability to weave tales of rejuvenation and self-discovery.

Embracing the Unknown

Dear readers, join me on this sojourn into the unknown. Seattle, with its misty allure and diverse tapestry, awaits to unfold its secrets. May this journey be a stepping stone towards regaining the rhythm of my words and finding solace in the shadows of a city filled with both mystery and healing. Until next time, I navigate the landscape of Seattle’s emotions and emerge on the other side. 🌆💙🌲